omg....i just wrote a FUCKING PROFOUND ENTRY FOR MY FUCKING 20TH YEAR OF LIFE ON EARTH...AND WHAT DOES XANGA DO???!!! FUCK IT UP SO I HAVE TO WRITE IT ALL OVER AGAIN...WELL FUCK YOU XANGA...SEE IF I EVER WRITE IN HERE AGAIN

incompetent fools

omg....i just wrote a FUCKING PROFOUND ENTRY FOR MY FUCKING 20TH YEAR OF LIFE ON EARTH...AND WHAT DOES XANGA DO???!!! FUCK IT UP SO I HAVE TO WRITE IT ALL OVER AGAIN...WELL FUCK YOU XANGA...SEE IF I EVER WRITE IN HERE AGAIN

incompetent fools

am i buzzed or am i buzzeeeddd.... fack doooood.....

i am listening to a song that i couldn't describe if my life depended on it. and it's on repeat.......repeating about 5 times so far... charles is dancing a singing...more of a frolick...if anything... sorta like the frolick when someone's in a really good mood...in a public place.. damn.. natalie is one sexy biiiaaatch... somethingabout her unkempt hair.
why do i write the way i do? i mean... there is no decent pause in my writing...the mental voice that is reading this has no time to breathe...choking..running out of air....muhahaha...too bad...fuck ur internal reading voice...i dun care...ask me if i care....NO!!!... I WANNA PUT ON MY FUNKY SHOES... ask me why i'm writing pure nonsense...i don't care...it makes sense to me...and charles...we are both drunk...doesn't matter if it makes sense to you or not...i sound like schizo... i'm taking psych 2 now... juss learned about the symptoms of a schizo...i have the symptoms...NOW WHUT... stop taking those diet pills... damn REQUIEM FOR A DREAM... fucked up my high that day...if you can take one word of advice from me...DON'T EVER WATCH "REQUIEM FOR A DREAM" WHEN UR HIGH....

seems like it's been a tradition that i finish with a clever quote at the end of my entries...funny that i say "tradition" when i've only written 2 entries...well time to end it with a quote...cuz NARUTO (possible the greatest anime ever...screw u charles...naruto is the best@@@!!) . but seriously...sportsnight is great... damn would i love to have a moment alone with NATALIE....(now the focus of my fantasies)... she's not that qute...physically...but GAWDAMNNN...!!!! SOMETHING ABOUT HER... (I TELL U ....ITS HER UNKEMPT HAIR...CAN I POSSIBLY EMPHASIZE UNKEMPT!!!!!!!!)

AND THIS SONG HAS REPEATED ENOUGH...ENOUGH...

DOES THIS MAKE SENSE TO ANYONE EXCEPT ME? AND CHARLES??? PROB NOT

SO TO END WITH MY QUOTE.....

"FUCK YOU"

-YOHAN

just started watching sports night today. c was right. one of the wittiest shows i've seen.

..someone call a flag on that one...

yea...so anyways, the non-smoking thing is going fine, although after the pad kee maw, i was sorta fiending like an anime-less charles.

gotta love the weather...been getting free car wash for couple days now...thank you GOD.  oOo...just thinking about the snow conditions makes me happy.

today was a semi-productive day

what is wrong with me??? its the 5th or 6th week of school and i still don't remember exactly what time my classes are. is it the crack? senility? who knows.

gotta go now... c wants me to finish sports night (i promised him i would watch up to episode 7) joon is also behind me slowly caressing my hair and rubbing my shoulder.

"FEAR CAN HOLD YOU PRISONER.
          HOPE CAN SET YOU FREE"

-Shawshank Redemption